more that i wanted

I had a dream We were passed out By a living room couch And we couldn't believe That we made out Pretending that we couldn't think in the moment Was it a passionate moment? I tried to get up and stand But didn't go well as planned And I fell back in your arms again Acting different when you're with your friends Gotta say the same we play pretend Playing round like we see nothing there Don't you see something there? But when I got you all alone Secret shit swear they'll never know Like it better when it feels unknown Lets keep it on the low Live in the moment As they say when things go south Maybe one day I'll feel special to you It's not your fault I did lead you to believe That there's nothing more that I wanted I was lying There's much more that I want Justifying Why you make me feel Making me work hard To get you to make me feel something I never know if you're still into me Is this short term memory? Or is this the love story of the centrury It's not that I don't want you I keep going back to this idea That I can't have you But you stay in my arms Wishing that time didn't go fast Acting different when you're with your friends Gotta say the same we play pretend Playing round like there's nothing there Don't you see something there? But when I've got you all alone Secret shit swear they'll never know Like it better when it feels unknown Lets keep it on the low (low) Live in the moment As they say when things go south Maybe one day I'll feel special to you It's not your fault I did lead you to believe That there's nothing more that I wanted I was lying (There's so much more that I wanted) There's much more that I want (Oh why) Justifying (So much more) Why you make me feel warm