Love and Marriage

"I promise to always be better than whatever you thought I could be with you" Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage Happens to be What happened to me? I lost control The ones who understand me best Know not to stand too close to the mess My loneliness is creeping in I used to feel ashamed of any chain and now I long just for a tether My neck is wet with regret, so brute to the point I neglect my body, hoping the earth return me from my birth Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me I lost control of my own work Love and Marriage, Love and Marriage happen to be, what happened to me? I lost control of my own work There's nothing left Is there anything left? Besides the pain of regret I'm not a woman of my word I'm not a woman of good faith I'm not a woman of lasting love Or with impeccable taste "When I see that you are successful and I know at this moment I'm known only as the guy that you married It's tough and it only makes me more upset It only makes me want to push you away, so I can be my own thing"