Lucid

These days I been dreamin' vivid I know I been keepin' distance Feels like I'm in the backseat of my mind And I can't take the wheel even if I tried I- I feel like I'm losing my mind I-I can't even feel sometimes I don't have to feel Cause I know that it's real When's the last time that I sat back Pressure on my shoulders like a mother fuckin' backpack Women from back home be actin' like a fuckin' rat pack Niggas always tellin' me I need to fuckin' clap back But I ain't got no time for that Cause I'm searchin' for god And confidence Can't show that I'm tired My daughter's watchin' me When the dust settles and the clouds part What do you have left? When all the people you loved before you loved before yourself leave Who do you have left? When all the friends who ain't really friends Show their true colors Where can you turn next? I wish I loved me as much as I love you Wish I loved gray skies as much as I love blue