Show Me Love

Running through my nightmares I stare into the light yet I feel no freedom, I know it's below my feet I'm light years from right here I fight fear in my mirror With my eyes clear as day My mind clears the way Cluttered with mutterings Mother, I'm sorry for all my stuttering Start, stopping, and sputtering Cover me I'll be back I'm too in love with the suffering It's too much to get up again but I must if I'm one with the love and trust, We've got a plan, we just get lost within the grasps of our younger selves Trying to be "the man" doing the best we can Gotta make it out, if we don't stay up we'll stay down And I can't wait around any longer That's word to my father You show me love when I'm down You keep me in line You show me love when I'm down I'll keep you in mind Pleading, pleading with my demons Leave me for one evening I just need to breathe I need a moment, I can't fight the feeling I see I'm weak I see I'm nothing but a frightened being Fighting with myself, alone in this life And in my mind I'm in disguises with my mind state violent But I stay quiet I'll play nice if you don't f*ck up my silence but I am One step away from mistakes When all it takes to be great Is one break ten thousand hours in the making And I'm a day away from going insane In this strange place, so forsaken Called the home of the brave Home of the slaves Land of the chained souls, it's age old Hatred and bank loans Keep counting your bank roll We're biting at the ankles But one day, the hounds become god And the man becomes naught And the soul that soldiers on beneath the pressures of the world becomes it all And I couldn't get there without you You show me love when I'm down You keep me in line You show me love when I'm down I'll keep you in mind