Zen

Will this life ever go anywhere? I've been running in circles I get sick of the world Do my eyes ever show when I'm scared? I've been fighting my demons but this fight ain't fair Will this life ever go anywhere? I've been running in circles I get sick of the world Do my eyes ever show when I'm scared? I've been fighting my demons but this fight ain't fair I mean it's hard to get by in this day and age I know it's hard to get right when you're stuck in pain I see the moments pass, but the years remain See my broken past and my anxious ways If I could, if I could I would fix it all I would bring you back and I would lift us all I would save the world if I could save myself But I can barely breathe when I'm in this hell I see the fiends, the weak, and the broken I pray for peace and the strength to stay open I sow the seeds of a dream but I'm choking The wounds on my soul man, I'm coping Moment to moment Moment to moment Well this ego, it feeds on the evil I see in all people I see in myself And my ego, it tells me I don't need no people I don't need to seek any help But I'm weak and I'm breaking My soul man, it's aching I look to the ancients But I'm so sick of waiting Tell me something is sacred Tell me something is changing Tell me somebody's waiting Tell me something's gonna give I've been waiting so long just to live I've been holding on but I can't exist like this No I can't exist like this No, no, no No, no, no