Impasse

I'm at an impasse Can't you see? Void of light And sanity Living each day As if it's my last A narcissistic Sociopath Fuelled by hate And ridden with guilt Aspirations remain unfulfilled I struggle with life Look toward to death I can't see an end to this I'm at an impasse Can't you see? Death is staring back at me I see my life Infornt of my face My humanity Has but a trace My limbs grow weak And head grows numb I dissociate the norm Living with this Mental condition Is an eternal state A human perdition In wanting to leave This plane of existence There's a moral dilemma A human resilience I wake up Then go back sleep It's all the same to me My eyes grow weary As death laughs Mocking me I arise The demise It's all the same to me Struggling to fight for a breath And become and adversary of death Which road do I take? I fight to give up It's all slipping away from me Time has become my enemy It's slipping away It's all slipping away from me It's slipping away from me I'm at an Impasse