My void

People aren't able to talk to others about their feelings easily Mostly they aren't. I mean, there's so many people out there Who are not in the best place They're clearly depressed, but they just don't have anyone to share that with But I guess most of them get through it Everyone has their own stuff and they just figured it out I lost my innocence, my trust. Can't focus, feel no love I'll feel so fucking hopeless like the scene will not miss us The disgust, the rut. The faceless hatred's awfully telling me to just give up. I ask my conscience, what the f*ck See this darkness, paralyzed like living in the past tense Can somebody help me from myself? I look in the mirror, I see somebody else A reflection of my father who I wish I could help. Damn I've locked myself in a corner of my head. I'm dead tied to my bed But I'd rather be like this than do something instead In my own life, I'm living like a paying guest Two parts of me, the fake of society. The real me in hiding So hidden that I can't seem to find him. But this is just how I feel the safest Living a lie just like you. A life that feels baseless I hate my skin. Like I'm living a sin With every step, I'm deep in the darkness. Yeah Over and over again. I'm losing my heart Yeah. There's something tearing me apart Rest in peace, Patstay it hit me hard When he said we die at 25 and buried at 70 Add five for the buffer from pain and medicines Though, King, you died young. You were only 36 I wish you were around, at least for the kids Now I'm 24 and slowly getting non-responsive I had three friends. Sadness, pain, and regret. And I've lost them too That's not a good thing. I'm getting emotionless Now I've had second chances. I've been regraded Didn't learn my lesson. All these weeks wasted Man, how would I grow? What face would I show How would I answer the questions for all the lessons I do not know They say the future isn't set in stone. Well, if I had it written down I'd left it on the shore. To find a detour To find another town. Cause I gotta get the f*ck up out of here Because I hate my skin. Like I'm living a sin With every step, I'm deep in the darkness. Yeah Over and over again. I'm losing my heart, yeah There's something tearing me apart So put your shoes on and get the f*ck up Off your ass. See the silver lining when the world seems black Breathe in. Breathe out Homie, just relax. Leave the past in the back Focus on your track. Television lifestyle got you always craving Forgot about those who don't have the basics Most people can't see that the sun shines daily And if you look close, then your life is amazing