Glowing Gold

I think I'm glowing gold, but I don't even know I'm constantly receiving blessings from above My nations always growing and soon I'll be the one The one to lead my people and everyone will know Things have changed, people change I erase memories away cause I don't know what I should be doing these days A child ones told me he could see colors no other man could see Sit back relax and talk to trees... absorb all of their energy Talked down upon cause he's wildin', best friends that no one could see talking Wishing that the moon could keep shining just so he could be inspired They all think I'm crazy, my vision is hazy Black and blue reanimation of a lone wolf Next to you is where I saw you when I fell into the LUDE I made Limitations all fade When you know how incredible it feels to be okay, okay, okay I think I'm glowing gold, but I don't even know I'm constantly receiving blessings from above My nations always growing and soon I'll be the one The one to lead my people and everyone will know Things have changed, people change I erase memories away cause I don't know what I should be doing these days And I close my eyes to see everything I've been feeling since I was three Everything I've been needing since I was free Everything you always told me like just to be, just be Nair Just be careful who you bond with, don't throw pearls to pigs I swear don't tell them what your dream is, create and then they will notice it Listen to your mom kid she tells me that about every day Love her and respect her before she's gone and then it's too late And I learned my lesson when I was boarding that plane As I held my chest to turn back and say by to mom and sis And she told me go son, go and make yourself proud one day And I said I will mom with tears streaming down my face I think I'm glowing gold, but I don't even know I'm constantly receiving blessings from above My nations always growing and soon I'll be the one The one to lead my people and everyone will know Things have changed, people change I erase memories away cause I don't know what I should be doing these days Now I can see again Now I can see again Now I can see again Now I can see again Now I can see again Now I can see again And I close my eyes to see everything I've been feeling since I was three Everything I've been needing since I was free Everything you always told me like just to be, just be Naear Just be careful who you bond with, don't throw pearls to pigs I swear don't tell them what your dream is, create and then they will notice it Listen to your mom kid she tells me that about every day Love her and respect her before she's gone and then it's too late