Heaven

I got roses in my garden and I honestly hate that I can't let them out I scream and shout, I shed my tears but I'm still standing here I used to be funny but now I'm not My insecurities haunt me like I'm on pot I rescued my childhood by skipping rocks On water they call deep when it is not Hmmm, I'm an outcast they cast out Feeling like... damn, I got a blackout So many things that I wanna say but I can't get out Depression has no escape when thoughts keep getting packed up So I write these songs, and I flow these rhymes Spoiled by the stars like I'm there only child, but I'm not though I live for the things they don't show Catch equality on a GoPro My ego pumping endo turbo-ing with Z and Timo But it's not the end though When the sun sets and the birds go and flowers curl and astrally project Through the stars that lead me when I'm leaving my own bed If you don't see me reevaluate your steps Tell me what you know, tell me what you think, tell me what you wanna be, tell me what you drink Believe, believe that everything is possible And see, and see that humans are animals too Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night Everything is gold, everything is gold, everything is gold all night And hell followed with him