i'm not in love with you

Tail end of my last heartbreak One of the ones where the bones break One where you lie in bed for days I needed some relief cnd you where there for me Yeah it could of been fire I just saw the smoke getting higher cnd I know you're not a liar Said you were falling deep But didn't know me/but you barely knew me So you shaped me into something that you thought that I could be cnd I settled right into the mold That you made up for me Said it's like you don't even know me Said you can't even recognize me But You saw what you wanted to see and that's not me God please know I really did try To see myself through your eyes But You don't know what I look like When I'm not in love with you Maybe I started changing Or maybe the facade was fading The tricks that your eyes were playing on ya in the dark Went straight to the heart Tried to be perfect for you Being perfect was too hard to do cnd baby that was the issue while I was losing sleep You were in a dream Making up that I was something that you thought that I could be and I settled right into that mold that you made just for me Said it's like you don't even know me Said you can't even recognize me But You saw what you wanted to see and that's not me God please know I really did try To see myself through your eyes But You don't know what I look like When I'm not in love with you