naked with my jewelry on

I stand in the shower Wet and naked With jewelry on Biting my lips as I Stared in the mirror and Sexualized myself Hm Looking at myself Can't I get more attentive? That scar And that fat But there's no incentive ya There's nothing there But I stand here and I stare Shining bright like the moon in the sky And now I'm feeling lonely again Do I need a therapist How can I go on When I'm naked With my jewelry on