no avail

It's useless I tried to no avail It is super useless I been trying to find all the ways (I don't know) Doesn't matter how I do it everything's to no avail (You make me feel alone) Have to keep up with my studies so I can stay in the lead I been fucking working so I can stay alive at the least I don't really have a choice it's what was given to me I can't complain not at all because I know my price for thee It's useless I tried to no avail Cannot tell you how I fathomed the idea of me dying All I ever wanted in my life is for me to just die Death is such a crazy game there's so many fantasies All these bitches out here all they do is fuckin' cut their wrist So much shit that they be smokin' drinkin' ugh get away Never really liked you in the first place you done played my game To tell you how much I know how much I care I don't know you make me feel alone (Yeah you told me but I never gave a f*ck or any shit) (Leave me alone you son of a fucking bitch)