21 Freestyle

Yeah Yeah I took a break But now I'm back I lived my life but I'm back to these raps I know that you miss me, saying "where Naes at" "Where is my favorite artist, he's trying the hardest to get on the top" Tryna stay relevant, trying to drop Every week or two uh Stay on my Ps and Qs uh I've been enjoying myself Tryna repair my emotional health Tryna break out of this shell Tryna fight through all my personal hells Things I've been dealing with, things that I've dealt I know that you see it through uh Don't worry I see it too uh I have been self-aware I have been tryna care I have been trying to see through all that lying that I am I ain't a lion I'm lacking courage I'd like to be brave, I'd like to flourish Need to act my age I've been careless, I've been stressing, I might perish I might go see the sun uh I just might be the one uh I need to, uh uh uh I don't need breaks I just need gas And that is expensive, I don't have the cash I don't wanna crash I don't wanna see my life flashing, ashes burn Blow out the candles I'm turning twenty, one, one, one And birthdays you don't like birthdays No No, not into that No Um We came here not knowing that we were gonna die, somebody told us that If we never knew we were gonna die, we wouldn't celebrate a birthday But isn't it nice to celebrate the day you's born I'll celebrate the day I die Oh 'cus you're gonna move on to the next path in life Yes Yeah, yeah And as of right now I've still got a mind to lose I don't know how long that's gonna last at least, it's mine to lose I still got time to choose Choose to be happy but I'm stupid, I can't find the clues And that just makes me, sad to tell the truth, it makes me glad to know I'm foolish I don't wanna know everything, I just don't wanna lose it Yeah It's hard to know I'm foolish But ignorance is bliss, so I think I like being stupid, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah And nothing changed, but everything is different The way I see the world is often negative, I'm tripping I know there is so much love but I can't seem to get it Why am I who I am, why do I watch me die inside I will be my own end, my whole damn life is down upside A storm is in my heart My brain is telling lies Why am I who I am Why aren't I who I'm not