It'll Be Okay

I ain't tryna talk, I just wanna be alone Let me go vent to myself, cause loose lips just sink ships and that's what made me cold Still fucks me up because you was bro Talked about twins, called you my twin Ended up with twin crazy how this world unfold Long live JP, papa, we miss your soul When we lost grandma, all we had left were you, so shouldered a bigger role Shit more crazy now that you gone 545-8044, wish I could just call your phone Fell off a few and I got disconnected Stuck in a deep depression, try to fix it with weed, henny, you get the message Lose cannon, so I'm always stepping Motherfucks ain't applying that pressure, I get up and personal to test they gangsta She love my energy just like a Tesla So stuck in my ways tryna get player and lost the one person that knew me better Thought I would sway cause I ain't have all the answers Why she screaming why and how, I sit quiet cause I ain't know no better How you supposed to elevate when you been feeling low How you supposed to move, and try to grow, but the love still ain't gone Even though the pain still digging deep, you fight to stay strong Who gon help my kids, mama out, if they daddy gone Even though mama strong, she can't do this shit all alone Learn from experience, my mama used to hold shit down Shout out my granny and my papa, they would hold shit down Funny cause my sister could have friends, we used to knock em down But back to this pain rainy days, they used to hit me harder Used to sleep in complete darkness, but that ain't even my darkest Since I'm a cancer, they claim I got the biggest heart And I care for others, but I feel alone and completely heartless On Caroline in the basement, we used to break our hardest Writing down song after song, I was just trying to be the hardest Dhris would produced, P engineer, we used to keep shit honest Had plans on taking over and being rich, could have been the hottest Keep it a whole buck dizzle ain't nobody got you like I got you Cause we bleed the same blood, if you lean I'll spot you I'm baby bro, most trouble, they ain't sliding how I'm sliding These niggas, aint gone love you how I love you if you died Nonchalant to my hurt cause karma, keep coming around and collecting debts Took a few to the chin, got up prepared like nigga what's coming next Hustle harder than I ever been, can't expect nothing less You ain't gotta f*ck with me or even love me, but you gone show respect