city lights

Tears running down on my cheeks Don't ever come back home to me Am I too young for my dreams Am I too old to believe I'll run to a city full of angels Love me from a far, but up close we're strangers What am I Another man fighting my own conscience Every battle that I had left me feeling nauseous Couldn't even look at you I'm blinded emotions Trynna keep my head down I'm running out of options Cause these distant memories tried to haunt me I leave them in the past And I could never look back in the mirror always keep my foot on the gas Even if I think about you sometimes And I'll say that I moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day Moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day I'll run to the city lights Till my soul finds rest in you And even if we're oceans apart You're always near to my heart I just need to hear from you All these mixed signals always left me disconnected I guess this romance never had its own inception Oh look at you, look at me, what are we? Something that was never meant to be And I lied to myself like I was the reason that you left And I'll say that I moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day Moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day I'll run to the city lights Till my soul finds rest in you I'll run to the city lights Till my soul find rest in you Yeah these rose colored lenses made it hard to see My perception distorted, was it really you and me I been long distance with you like we're over seas Chasing remedies to try and fix me when I was weak I don't want trips to Paris or Greece Watching all my dreams die when I fall asleep So help me God when I struggle to believe Cause I just want real love that I know wont leave And I'll say that I moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day Moved on switched lanes But I still think about you every single day I'll run to the city lights Till my soul finds rest in you