FIRST LOVE

I been wasting time, chasing things that are make believe I been holding on, for to long to fill a vacancy I can only see clearly when I choose to step through Cause everybody always tried to tell me how to view you All I know is you said yes before I even chose to Love you You showed me that I don't need to be famous To have validation But this dream is burning me up on the inside and I think I'm impatient I don't want it all If I'm left alone In the lowest of valleys I tried to take control Now I'm on my own Back where you found me My first love I'm going back to you You Lost in the wilderness of my bedroom Going so high, until I'm out of headroom Tell me to wait, but I'll keep chasing breakthrough Like will it come soon? Maybe I'm wrong in the end? So what if I play pretend That's when it's falling apart Think I just need you again You got a grip on my heart Wish I let go from the start Things would be a little different All the shows and all the lights Yeah Crowds of people getting lost in the hype Tell me what it's worth if I'm, sinking, deeper, deeper, till I'm drowning in fake love I don't want it all If I'm left alone in the lowest of valleys I tried to take control Now I'm on my own Back where you found me My first love I'm going back to you You My first love My first love I'm going back to you I'm going back to you My first love And when the summer ends You're the only one that's left So Like the air in my lungs I'll keep breathing in your love