callin me

No-uh-ooh Oh-ooh-ooh-ooh Uh-ooh It's bout time that I sit back and thank god for where I'm at Startling in these traps I'm too far gone to make it back Once a fool to deceive I pack my bags and I leave Now my wishes to be That top-down rolling up weed My sisters calling me telling me that they see me They ain't the same since I left them I need a reason From pull-ups to tying my shoes Some will say independent Little boy making daddy moves Kind of make me think different like Maybe I'm not as bad to see My thoughts fully exploded they trapped inside misery And only if it seems my visions keep telling me it's too late I'm they big brother they big tussler calling me to escape My people calling me telling me that they see me They say Naheim keep yo head up when it gets filthy I tell them this is kind of new Kind of make me feel different I'm stumbling without falling but all I want is you all with me Right now It don't take inches it takes a mile To change a world full of people screaming my name in crowds I'm like wow This kind of makes me feel different I'm doing this for us We struggling to find trust So can we find a Way out now Who can they look to For a way somehow They turn to you I just can't let go Oh what a shame But I cant take Take this shit no more So tell me what I did how the f*ck it's my fault When everything that my family's going through at a loss Or maybe it's the price to pay For all the pain Of trying to be consistent I notice that all you missing was love Understanding that when we grow up To tell you all these excuses that you giving ain't enough With no support All of these scenarios that you making You wonder why we can't sleep at night Wondering why I'm all in fight With my sisters because they could never see me And what the f*ck I did so wrong to be mistreated We seem to fall out with no clues And not even to mention All the love that I've given pushed me away now I distance, Myself And now you left me helpless How could you do this to me now I feel so reckless Cleaning the bloodstains off my walls From all the hurt and pain I'm drowning in these broke memories This shit drives me insane Ooh My people they telling me that they need me Ooh No No-ooh