Crystal Rot Hybrid

I used to sleep in dreams, you know Kiss you like feathers I turned my back on all that Said i always wanted to I used to find wonder and light Definition sublime Tides they come and go Can't shake off this cold Shadows only tease me Silhouettes are only dreams Silently, surely, it all rots away Reflection in my eyes is hollow now So stale, too gone It's not fair now All the things you wanted are buried in the dirt Dissolving The time is now, do you feel it, The king is dead, can you stand This is the time, rise up Poise your force, will it, make it real Tell your truth, kill them all Kill them dead Throw it all away Way in the back of the space again In the hole where I keep all my violence Thinking hard on the river and Why I let myself drown. foster the growth Just to cut it out of the body in a veneered Display of simple avoidance As if that ever was the way forward It's just the way to die But maybe That's what I'm after is it what I'm after? Maybe so I just, I just I don't have the answer I just Carry The load