Lil Trent 4L

(Lil Trent 4L) Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin' And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often And there ain't no other option I find it hard to deal, With these emotions My tears still, Fillin' up the oceans I still will, Go through the motions 'Cause I still feel, That my heart broken I just wanna see the way, But I can't seem to find the light I just wanna see the day, But I get no sleep at night If you see me with my eyes closed, I ain't sleepin' tight 'Cause what happened to my brother man, That ain't even right I ain't get to say goodbye, So I'm hopin' that you hear me You my angel now, But that thought still eerie Hope you lookin' over me, These demons comin' near me Right at my low, And my eyes still teary But I'ma stay strong, I know you would want me, To stay strong But how long can I stay strong, Can I keep calm? Can I keep my head up and still stand tall? Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin' And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often And there ain't no other option If they know about me, They gon' know about you If they around me, They gon' be around you It ain't all about me, I can't ball without you Man where would I be, Prolly lost without you And there's nothin' they can show me, To bring me back to the old me Since you left I've been lonely, I ain't had a homie These people actin' like they know me, But they don't know me like you know me They be actin' phony, And if they talk it's baloney And even talkin' to my OG, As I listen closely I can't find comfort in what he told me, As these tears fall slowly It won't be the same, Until we meet again But I'm still afraid to die, I cannot lie Listen, I won't even try, 'Cause I'm not that typa' guy Man I took life for granted, Until I lost my cousin man I don't understand it, I'm hurtin' like no other man So I bow my head down, Right hand across my other hand And wish that I can see him one more time, Say I love him man Thought I'd never see the day you layin' in a coffin Every time I cry now, Tears turnin' into coughin' And I vowed I won't forget you, So I think about you often And there ain't no other, Ain't no other option (Man run that back man, This like my eighth time)