Your Absence

I’m dying at your absence But I never wanna see you again Oh oh oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh oh oh I’m dying at your absence But loving takes practice I guess Since you didn’t care about me one bit I gave you everything you could of wished I guess that I wasn’t enough Because you brushed me right off Like I was a fool And I was I can see Should’ve kept all feelings to me Should’ve never shared what i thought Should’ve never shared what I thought Should’ve killed you right on the spot I should’ve grown myself right up On God I’m dying at your absence But Loving takes practice I guess Since you didn’t care about me one bit I Gave you everything you could of wished It had been two weeks you were gone So I popped all these pills Till I threw them right up I thought that you cared about me I guess you didn’t care about me The real problem was my ego I just couldn’t get around to let you go The enemy was real all along It was me it was like it was set in stone You weren’t gonna kill me all along I was gonna kill me if I was left alone The problem wasn’t you all along The problem was me all along