the requirements

Don't be the friend that'd hold you back I'm secluding to myself to keep on track Deep in the past is where I leave our chats If you're not the fam, I'm not even gon' react Doubting myself just to stay intact Negative thoughts will always fly past But Nahshon is beyond all of that What you are, you will attract And I came here to add never subtract Way before Covid you was masking ya self Is it's how you really felt? or to kill someone else? Before 2020 I been social distancing Cause I couldn't believe the fuckery I'm witnessing Away from all that I'm repositioning I don't know really about you But I can only go where I'm valued Outgrew to go back to my roots Too big to fit in a group Had to rearrange the requirements Just tryna outlast the environment Grow to own my land and try to vent So we can look back like that's time well spent Not many know what it means to black Constantly having your psyche attacked They keeping the cemeteries packed So I don't walk forward and choose to lack Protect our women they all we have Treat the one right be her better half It's the only way we survive just do the math How else did you get here on the "map" On the real you luck to walk a path 1 in 400 trillion chances of being born When me and my lady do i won't leave her scorned I'm there for you when it's sunny and it storms And if you love me and our relationship locked And you don't wanna get knocked, but is down for options Then that's fine baby we can be adopting Respecting your body you know I'm conscious As I wait for you I elevate my tier No need to wander, your vision is clear Believe in yourself conquer all fears But all of it seems nonsense, cause you ain't here Had to rearrange the requirements Just tryna outlast the environment Grow to own my land and try to vent So we can look back like that's time well spent To put my momma in retirement I need to create the environment So knowledge nonstop acquiring So I can do something for us that's inspiring What do I expect of myself while dying? Besides dodging all the sirens On the estate century old and I'm still vibrant Fam thanking me for all the guidance I saved our world and changed our environment So many times it felt so tiring I chose to keep on trying and I'm thankful for the moments we sharing I know I was the best to my parent I hope for my kids to them it was apparent How far I raised them to the weight I was carrying And they love it cause they fulfilled when caring That's the one trait I don't mind sharing