So Eager Freestyle

Hearts don't stop till my mind finds peace, look for the love but I don't find it I've been so eager you know the drill Months I've been sober breaking the wheel Need it forever high or the thrills Love me you love you, doubt if it's real Never understood what they meant when they say that it lasts til' forever Doubt it's gonna be for light-years there's no celebration you're the lamb they slaughtered Use your heart as a stepping stone there's no love here only pain and pleasure Now I see all the flagrant fowls I'm ashamed I played but I know the ropes Ten toes down that's committed could've crossed the line meaning near death Still I'm right here, Switch the segment Need a new high not the sex, meds More like large checks and deposits not a bad bitch being undressed I'm a wild card and a roughneck Thank God still cos I got breath Told me to stop, told me to chill I told them I couldn't the fire and zeal Propels the way, Procrastinate, an awful habit today I break I've been so eager you know the drill Months I've been sober breaking the wheel Need it forever high or the thrills Love me you love you, doubt if it's real I've been so eager you know the drill Months I've been sober breaking the wheel Need it forever high or the thrills Love me you love you, doubt if it's real How they gon stop us Nigga? How they gon stop a nigga? By giving me all I want, money breeds power nigga Then overdose having more the opulence of decor Valleys in South of France, I cut the umbilic cord My children would have it all just like I did but even much more than my parents could give Toast to my father my mother's a god, who brought me to life, provided the source While father taught me the power of force, to never give two, quit or a f*ck The confidence shaped my thinking to morph Believe in myself never needed crowdsource Appeal, esteem is high in my genes I know I'm him, uncut unhinged These gems all pure like coke it's raw Passion pain shared tears on the floor I've been so eager you know the drill Months I've been sober breaking the wheel Need it forever high or the thrills Love me you love you, doubt if it's real I've been so eager you know the drill Months I've been sober breaking the wheel Need it forever high or the thrills Love me you love you, doubt if it's real