The Great Divide

There's a girl locked up in a closet Confused and alone Self loathing Self rejecting Doesn't want her colors to show Fake it till you make it Careful not to admit Now it's getting harder to breathe Wanting something out of reach Open eyes Now realize I can't escape myself And every time I tried to I failed How to stop this monster I've become? I don't know who I am Anymore It's eating me alive Inside This is the great divide Of my life This world didn't turned out to be like she expected Everyone around her seem like they are infected Chained down in this stage and forced to acting Obey their social mores And bow down on your knees Open eyes Now realize I can't escape myself And every time I tried to I failed How to stop this monster I've become? I don't know who I am Anymore It's eating me alive Inside This is the great divide Of my life Opened eyes Now realize I can't escape myself And every time that I've tried I failed How to stop this monster Is this how it's gonna end? I don't wanna pretend I don't know who I am Is this how it's gonna end? I don't wanna pretend It's eating me alive Is this how it's gonna end? This is the great divide I don't wanna pretend