Decension

Time wasted on my personal disease Can't escape the claws that wretch my soul Tearing the fabric of reality Distorted thought Lost memories Rip apart my oxygen Asphyxiate to reach the sky Waiting for my time to fly But there is no God that I'll meet tonight Every day, it's always the same No one to blame Can't see myself No one here to save my soul Nowhere to reach, and nowhere to go Lost inside my own world Can't escape this downward spiral Can't wait for this story to end Can't wait for this dream to begin Cause every day, it's always the same No one to blame, can't see myself No one here to save my soul Nowhere to reach, and nowhere to go Poisoning my brain Drive myself insane Cannot feel the pain Until I'm lost Cannot find my head Sometimes wish I was dead Don't know which way to be lead Can't control my thoughts Broken every law Don't know where the hell I'm at Without stimulation, no life No modulation, no light Never can I get it right Another day, another night Cannot win the inner fight Kill the body to release the soul But can you tell me what I'm supposed to find? How long before I realize, I've lost all that I've never had?