letter 2 myself

Always on the extreme, black or white no Space for gray I wanna scream but instead I write all what i don't know how to say, Keeping feelings for myself cause I don't wanna be exposed, Expressing them through art, through music And through my voice, When it comes to love somehow it makes Me feel this way, Cause I can't describe the feeling but I just Want it to stay Overthinking is my weakness is part of my DNA, Practicing it every night just praying for a Better day This is a letter to myself This is the way I let go from the pain This is a letter to myself This is my tears falling down like rain Used to seek for attention, hide in a smile My imperfections, use distractions, that Would make my words and actions, take a Worse direction, but my intentions were Good, take a look, of the energy you took, From me to me, set me free, pick up the Rose, don't fool yourself for past Experience, learn and grow, i don't trust Nobody that's searching for a body cause I don't wanna b gross,but I wanna share With myself, i wanna love myself and give Myself that respect, that attention, that Affection, communication, keep it close, Before i go ghost, i'll be your shelf Sincerely yours, Yourself. This is a letter to myself This is the way I let go from the pain This is a letter to myself This is my tears falling down like rain I'm sitting here, the sunlight through my Window make me see it clearer Writing this words down for them not to Disappear To warn myself from these fake mirror To learn and comfront the fear I wanna scape from the loop i'm in, I wanna cry let go all these things I wanna love but that love wanna recive, I wanna cry cause crying is a relief This is a letter to myself This is the way I let go from the pain This is a letter to myself This is my tears falling down like rain