Bleak

Let it all out. Have your catharsis. Is that it? Are you better off for it? How does it serve you when you can't get out of bed? How does it serve you when you refuse to leave your head? Will you bash your skull into the wall and swear you couldn't help it? Will you break your teeth? Will you bite your tongue and swear it wasn't your fault? Out of control. Take some time. Prioritize a life that's worth living. Out of control.