Give Me The Painkiller

Sick of living, unwilling to die I've been hated my whole fucking life Beat down and broken as my world fell apart My hands are empty but I still have my heart Lost in the dark, I can't see the light Believed the lie that life was black and white Hate in your eyes, in all that you see You should've been a better friend to me I won't submit in spite of your disease I'll be the one that you wouldn't be I'll turn on you and watch you bleed I don't care what it is but I know what I need Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing Left you behind, I can't carry your weight I'm not your failure or your guilt and shame It's not dark yet but I can feel it come Feels like my life is already done See what I am, you hurt more than you helped I don't need you, it's on myself My heart's a wound I need to numb I can see the light, the worst is yet to come Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing No hurt, no pain Let me do my god damn thing In their lies I found the truth I pushed away the pain of youth Where I'm from I would not hide I scratched, I clawed, I broke the binds Escape without the strain of life No one will get out alive Painkiller Give me the painkiller Painkiller Take me to the place where I can feel nothing