Mood Swings

Waiting on my moment very patiently I can't can't get break can't even take a knee Going overseas on a shopping spree I come from the ghetto that's a lot to me I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me I won't be a victim to a robbery Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene Make you think twice before you twice before you try to scheme I lost my brother i been going through alot of things Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain Up and down lately I been having mood swings I just want some of the peace that I heard money bring I leave out my dirty laundry for the world to see In my eyes I don't see anyone as worse me Every woman i had said i loved her perfectly Hate admitting when I'm hurting this a first to me I Used to drive to see Kimberly out in Marrieta She never came out to the city said her dad won't let her Random message from Baylee I'm thinkin should text her Few Hours later i got Baylee in a full Nelson You can't talk about the hurt unless you ever felt it She said I hurt her and I'm feeling like I couldn't help it My momma told me it's okay to be selfish My momma keep on telling me to be careful I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me I won't be a victim to a robbery Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene Make you think twice before you twice before you try to scheme I lost my brother i been going through a lot of things Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain Up and down lately I been having mood swings I just want some of the peace that i heard money bring Staying to myself how i usually be All that switching teams yall do confusing me I be ducked off when they search for me Telling strangers my location that's a first to me I been trying to change my life I'm doing surgery Cold Turkey on the things that are not first to me Family and the music got me tunnel vision Two Four brought the beat and I just paint the image Im really in the game this not a scrimmage It aint no surprise yeah we really wit it I just say my truth I am not pretending On everything I love I'm getting sentimental I know they gone hate and they gone plot on me I won't be a victim to a robbery Turn a 211 to a Murder Scene Make you think twice before you twice before you try to sceme I lost my brother i been going through alot of things Taking these drugs everyday I'm tryna hide the pain Up and down lately I been having mood swings I just want some of the peace that i heard money bring