Mind

I'm on a wave no tidal Paved away from suicidal Another day that is vital Have a fantasy that's final Thoughts go around Vinyl All night long Lionel Foresight strong I'm right no I'm wrong Lance Armstrong Confusing 5 bar I know I wrote this Feeling complex in my soul So what's next Rubix cube with a blindfold I'm puzzled Or boxed in Caged in like a caged hen Prefer them Free ranging Or moving Come to think of it it's something I'm not doing Manoeuvring I might die son I'm not talking hoovering But light guides one I've felt mad And been reborn again Then stood still and aged like an ornament Then complain like I didn't order this I guess I need a shorter list Next time I'll alter this Then recycle my recital But So much has changed in three months A job I thought I loved and my ex a stranger Now I feel away I ain't talking managers I'm tryna seek happiness It's taking ages Sit right back maybe I need an agent Kick like that oh it works amazing Favourite flavours These bars contagious Then I stopped thinking started living Sitting chilling Swapped binging departed villain Spitting riddems My mind flipping like Motorola's Who you kidding Uplifting like bodybuilders Feeling gifted Started rapping to friends and relatives Said you done this before No I'm celibate You take it serious and you might sell a bit My penmanship got people coming back no memberships Extempore skit My mind just skipped I'm done with this Dismissed that's it My mind is pits I ain't take this risk Schiz and shit Extempore skit My mind just skipped I'm done with this Dismissed that's it My mind is pits I ain't take this risk Schiz and shit Remember this hour session Sidestepping in my mind constantly digressing Looked up Raised an eyebrow Rock bottom at the peak of my depression Hard to say though But the words in my verses art my expression And concerns which transfers stay stuck like resin Bailiffs for these thoughts This debt needs collecting Marvelled at my ex girl Now I'm with the ex men Man Complex offset like my name was Mido Three of us chilling carpool with amigos You know how we roll That's just the weed though Divide the three by itself End's up just me bro Can't knock heart Like my name was Anthony Still felt useless Experienced atrophy Kept it tight I'm wearing the captaincy Ain't felt this frail I'm in Tel Aviv Only L I'll accept is inhale exhale Success like the need to breathe Wish myself well But trapped inside this wishing well And I don't have a Roley But I know time will tell So watch it Music takes me higher Two ways I profit I'm novice but I know I'll grow like florists Ricky Gervais Man I'm off this Naitsirk