Sorrow's Shroud

There's a silence in this empty head that reaches the furthest cornersTil where my eyes can see there's utter emptiness and I'm crawling towards the borderBrooding gloom is everywhere, I'm mixing my blood with chemistryChemical shelter where the world fades outI'm dodging the silver tears...Haphazard run-ins with eternityO'm soaring to touch infinitySearching bounds of my wretchyed brain my soul squirms naked in red rainThis station lacks arrival, departures well at hand, queuing for destruction of demandBlackened thoughts surround this cage of bone that shelters my liquid mind...I'm searching...if only I could find an exit out of this misery...I'm searching...if only I could find a way out of my private hell...I'm swimming through the darkness where unknown horrors flyEarth is far beneath me yet I cannot touch the skyHere be monsters, far and near, celestial melodies that my ears can't hearI'm falling down, I'm searing up and everything in betweenI'm falling down, I'm soaring up between joy and spleen...