Abreaction

How far can I go?When life becomes judged as a waste and lossWhat else is there to lose?Once you do itIt feels so scaringly good and easyYou just can't stopOr ever go backEach time the border lineGets moved beyond my reachAnd the bottom shifts lowerHow far can I go?I can't find the rush no moreI'm just chasing the drugTrying to relive againThe original frenzy smackI am the Beast of AngerChained to the rock of my lifeI'll disappear into the link of these linesAnd be reborn in your mindIf you want another Face of EvilLook in the mirror