Baby Boy

From out my window I see a bar wire fencing rabbits out the hole Would love to see a dove, but these days all I see is crows Beat me like a sound type, put me where it was Mild Light Desperate for conversation, begging for company from the wildlife You reap exactly what you sow, and it seems I've been chastised Baby boy grew facial hair, damn I Grew up doing time Lyrics from a broken soul, from that concrete it grew a rose I got a heart made of gold, and it seems to be growing mold Blame it on harbored feelings and emotions I don't ever show, I'm about ready to explode I go Xtra, they know I do the most My only request, take special care of that Seed before she actually grows You cross me, bitch, you cursed In my head, you're already a ghost Searching for prosperity with hell of Grip yea I'm holding on Few apologies I owe in case we come to the end of the road Got a bigger bond with my stepdad than my own father Desperate for a letter to open it up, she Not my daughter After exchanging a few words, I send shots around my own mama Apologies to Donna, words can hit me like they're a hot lava And I'm not here to justify my actions So keep yo comment, I'm simply admitting, love is Toxic And I really got a problem The angel with one wing, that's unbalance I need stability Burning pictures sippen Remy trying to erase my memory Most parents would set high expectations before they hatch the Seed Most of us will turn out the opposite of what they planned us to be Mama gave me a rare name, seen me as a blessing like a lottery Maybe on the ball team, or some sneakers, not state property My day 1 turned Informant , and I say, f*ck and it really bothers me My nigga was with niggas, that deep down, I feel shot at me On earth, I want What's heaven, why they insecure about my presence I was hanging from a belt, I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for essence Deceptive, holding a weapon, submissive, while full of aggression Belittled by a few that's supposed to be nurturing my development How she mine, she fucking another man, that shit be strange And when it rains, they won't let you in, it could be a room full of peers I'm feel I'm at a vacant residence, all I feel is pain Too much pain for some medicine It's like I'm just, I really, I'm just a I'm just a baby boy Still go to sleep cuffing my gun I hold it down like it is my favorite toy I'm just a baby boy Hard To Accept Responsibilities, we'll do that shit later Right now I'm having fun I'm just a baby boy That hates sleeping on his own Still Tryna learn difference from right and wrong I'm just a baby boy An empty soul, I feel alone Like a runaway that don't wanna go back home, yeah I'm just a baby boy I'm just a baby boy I'm just a baby boy