No Movement

I'm in my bag so deep Can't find myself in the mirror Drown in blacksea water I got salt up in my feelings She drinkin fancy water Told her i ain't bougie take a sip From back street daughters Wit missin fathers This a lost boy story I dont talk my brothers no more (I still miss em) No patience can't wait To make em proud proud proud All this work i been doin Show that i been quiet for a reason How i been ballin outa season N she told me not to have no feelings They don't love you when y'a back turned My own family they so happy I done made the mistakes i did They so happy i ain't perfect But i love you how i loved you yesterday Just for even longer today Cause i told you once forever Ima hold you down forever, any day You could call on my number On love i ain't a liar I'll always remember Your smile Your hands The way your breath felt When it Touch on my skin Your mine and you know it How i'm yours Try to not show it We'll be fine fine fine Okay You're fine and you know it I'll cry just to show ya Feel i'm just a child again Feeling heartbroken again Feeling 16 all again Why can't i grow up instead Why can't you call me instead My own bro talk on my name Don't kno why don't talk t'my face Feel like you not a man I'm sad and alone again It's getting cold again I'm losing all my friends Now mama mad again This a lost boy story Just numbing my feelings Don't wanna be singing Ima try keep it smooth n Just keep my feet moving I still love you no movement It's just life in the movies With dizz it's a movie