Unforgettable

If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you Not fixable Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you Would sell it all to get one look at you But I don't need it though, unforgettable It's father's day I wonder how many times you thought of me Wonder if the devil say at least ain't make you bleed Or is that just me Ain't never call me silly, these niggas take me serious Young why he so scary, lone wolf be the weirdest Solo, Han, I war shit, star supported by an army ATN the hardest, and you got dropped no comment If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you Not fixable Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you Would sell it all to get one look at you But I don't need it though, unforgettable Do you love me boo? Tell me again once more Love the way you move, love the way you smell Mama hate I smoke, papa hate I smoke Grandma know I smoke, embarrassed by the thought I paid my dues the demons won't stop chasing me She call herself a bitch, I ain't the one to say 'nun Proud I never snitched, I took it on the chin Even told Mr. Officer it was me not him If we're being honest, self-medicating all it did defer my pain to you I'm sorry baby chose bad habits over loving you Feel ashamed I let the drugs get best of me instead of you Not fixable Not lovable, self-sabotage myself until I feel forgettable I'll sell my soul to forget the hole I'm missing you Would sell it all to get one look at you But I don't need it though, unforgettable