Reflections

I wasn't solid enough to beThings you rather wanted to see in meShould I forget myself to get over youall I can do is pretend and lie to myselfover and over againGhost of you, still breathingit won't leave me aloneit keeps on teasingReflections of eternity are dark as hellnow I can seeOf that I'm glad my heart and soul are still mineI couldn't stop believing in fantasiesyou destroyed then forgot, now I rebuiltThis promised land made by sand of an hour glass misplacedIt's broken, it has disappeared and so have you