Doubts Even Here

Those steps which seem to take a lifetimeWhen eyes just turn and stareThe day begins, collapsing without warningYou fade from sight, there's nothing thereAll talk allowed, calls are answered dailyThe questions are on your sideDeeply moved, beyond all consolationYou felt the pulse, now hear the cryIn my mind, thoughts are becoming clearerI'm watching every move you makeCounting time spent in observationA single blow a false mistakeThen you revealed to meAll that I need to know now(The close went down to timestoo, too much behind us)Then please don't turn away,Why can't I talk to you now?(The number of forgotten yearsWhere my honor isn't deepestGrows the deepest feeling and itGrieved for safety and despair)There's nowhere left to goWhere is this taking her and how?(The torish threats forevermoreOver our natural favorAnd us and he's and I'll fallFar in it, and it sees enoughIn our failures and it's not time.)There's nothing more I wantTo know beyond your trust now(I missed his promised time againFor my friend)Don't throw our joy awayWhy must you just you leave now?(Has God forgotten to approach us?Has He rememberd to not despise us?)Memories are all that's leftI need you near to me now(There, now, now, don't come to mind my deedsAnd call out in defiance of times gone by)