Hurt

I hurt myself todayTo see if I still feelI focus on the painThe only thing that's realThe needle tears a holeThe old familiar stingTry to kill it all awayBut I remember everythingWhat have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the endYou could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtI wear my crown of shitOn my liar's chairFull of broken thoughtsI cannot repairBeneath the stain of timeThe feeling disappearsYou are someone elseI am still right hereWhat have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the endYou could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtIf I could start againA million miles awayI would keep myselfI would find a way