On A Plain

I'll start this off without any wordsI got so high I scratched 'til I bledI love myself better than youI know it's wrong so what should I do?The finest day that I ever hadWas when I learned to cry on commandI'm on a plainI can't complainMy mother died every nightIt's safe to say don't quote me on thatThe black sheep got blackmailed againForgot to put on the zip codeSomewhere I have heard this beforeIn a dream my memory has storedAs a defense I'm neutered and spayedWhat the hell am I trying to sayIt is now time to make it unclearTo write off lines that don't make senseOne more special message to goAnd then I'm done then I can go home