ignorance

I'm just ignorin the pain I got the school the mom the job but imma just get in my bag I gotta stop cause i'm finna drop this shit got me goin insane She gave me top wet like a mop she doin a lot and she givin me brain What is u doin like where is yo shame We ain't congruent yeah we ain't the same When it went down u ran around like how'm i posed to take alla the blame I'm takin alla these hits like a tank I am not proud of the sound of the fans cause i know that most of this town is just fake Know that i rooted from of all of the hate Needed to show what i got in the bank Yeah i'm on top swear i won't flop im knowin there's others that just want the stage I'm comin up and there ain't no debate Feel like john wall and i'm makin these plays Im feelin tall but if imma fall it just won't matter im in outer space U say u pickin me up when we talking but how come sayin that imma disgrace Pourin my heart into all of this even though i don't know how imma make it today If u gon ask imma say i'm okay Imma repent cause i needa be saved Y'all just my sons and y'all needa behaved When i was born i was told to be brave Grew up wit gramps smokin the blacks ain't know i'd be rappin on alla these tracks Pops he was grindin so he could get back to his lil fam but when he came back both of his kids didn't like him the same Ain't get the life that he wanted to save This is not lyrics yuh this is just pain Yuh these is not lyrics yuh this is just pain So imma just get in my bag I got the cops the opps the pops and i'm just ignoring the pain Imma complain cause i gotta strain while u don't know all the shit that u been gave Movin too fast i don't know how to brake Yeah i been through it i had the last plate It do not matter cause if u just ask me about my life u know that i wouldn't trade Glad i been through it all cause i know who to call if i just had to go stay at they place Soon enough they gon be textin me askin me questions like i'm the priest yeah i'm the saint All in my mind it's a matter of time all the voices inside of my head they go blank cause i know that alla that love is just fake Yuh