Different Hurt

I been dealin w pain for so many years Too many times tryna hide them tears Yea that's when shit hit you Like foreal Her pussy so fat like it's pumba Choppa gone sing laladooda I got trust issues I'm clutchin Like who y'all I'm all in her guts she like ooh ahh Fr I had to change up the way a young nigga move This life be so fucked up u gotta bend the rules You can't f*ck with me nigga ya different shoes I know way to many niggas wanna see me lose I was so fucked up bitch I rap my blues Yea That pain different hurt it run through ya And them drugs really don't help it just lose ya Too many use and abuse ya That why my heart is so battered and bruised up F*ck Yea I just looked in the mirror don't lose ya We gone see through this illusion You know what they say bout illusions Ugh Young nigga battling shit depression Pain hit so deep got me second guessing Can't lie this nigga be living so reckless Lost in my hurt I'm like what was the question Nigga how I'm feeling I'm applying the pressure The shit on my mind u couldn't even imagine The shit I had been through gone make me a legend Lil mama so fine she gone come thru and bless me He say he want smoke ima come through and check it I was left in the dark when I gave you my heart Or was all that on me I seen flaws from the start We was deep in that water so deep in with sharks When they tweak for a name that's when morals get lost And Yea this on my baby I ain't taking no loss Look You better stop playing cause you playing with a boss Ion have no emotion u expendable cost I know niggas be praying to god for my fall If she wanna cheat then she taking her loss I'm sorry forgiveness just ain't in my heart Man that pussy so wet when i dig and it fart Mama say I'm so gifted I was given a art Have you ever had suicide thoughts in the dark I know about trying and coming up short They know I'm not lying I speak all from the heart Why this pain last forever when this life is too short No matter whatever I try that pain ain't to far Promise I'm good I'm good I'm good Ya promise I'm good I'm good im good Whew promise I'm good I'm good im goood Promise I'm good I'm good I'm good Ya