Victim

Thinking suicideThinking suicideThinking suicideThinking suicideThinking suicideLook at my eyes (Suicide)I need a disguiseTo hide my liesOh godWhat have I doneTo myselfTo herBefore your eyesWhat could drive me so madTo lose what we hadThe mystery remains insideWant to make it realLike it was beforeAnd I lost the bondCause I shut the doorIn search of ways to be myselfBut ended up like somebody elseTrusted meHonored meFought for meCried for meLived for meDied for meOpen my eyes I see the wallsWhite as snowThey don't seem strongBetrayed myselfOpened my eyesCan't see those walls I feel so dumbLike a fuckin' bumPreferred to runThen face the fact I stabbed your backI understand thatDid not deserve thatYou can't go backDo you see it?Oh my god What have I done?Please forgive me FUCK THAT! I feelSo hatedSo aggravatedSo frustrated I can't explain itThe way that I feel I feel so dumbLike a fuckin' bumPreferred to runThen face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victimSlippin through the systemVictimSlippin through the systemOpen my eyesCan't see those walls I feel so dumbLike a fuckin' bumPreferred to runThen face the fact I stabbed your backI understand thatDid not deserve that You can't go backDo you see it?Oh my god What have I donePlease forgive me FUCK THAT I feelSo hatedSo aggravatedSo frustrated I can't explain itThe way that I feel I feel so dumbLike a fuckin' bumPreferred to runThen face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victimSlippin through the systemVictim Slippin through the systemVictim Slippin through the systemVictim Slippin through the systemVictim Slippin through the systemVictim Victim Victim Victim Victim Victim Victim Victim