Pavor Nocturnus (feat. Todd Hurd)

This place is not how I had imagined it Social pariah, the pieces just don't fit I'm gnashing my teeth vehemently Dreaming of failure eternally My thoughts read blank, I cannot focus My joints are burning, everything is aching How can I survive sleepwalking through life I'm gnashing my teeth vehemently While I am dreaming of failing eternally Nothing's funny, everything ails me I've lost interest in all of my interests I crawled along the wilting rose Bled across the blade alone We are the shame we will never know We're just an empty fucking grave We're just an empty fucking grave This is not good enough and it never will be A constant living state of despondency Not good enough and it never will be Constant living state of despondency The despair is sincere, I am weeping in fear