18(Intro)

All of these people the same ones be hating They swear that they think that they know me They just be mad that I'm rising up to the top And they are the ones that's below me They hate that I'm up, they see the 2 4 on my back Yeah I'm balling like Kobe Do not come back and say you my homie When I needed you, you left me on my lonely Yeah Yeah you left me on my own Now you wanna come back and ask for a loan I hit you back say that I gotta postpone Saw black and white, but your true colors were shown And people show two sides like they got a clone And these are the actions I cannot condone I'm finally 18, no longer a kid but I always felt like I was grown I'm 18 but what's next Hopefully more life like Drake said Haven't took a class on life yet But I got my emotions compressed And this is my treatment which soon connects On every song I can just reflect Talk about my problems royalty collects And its going down like triple x yeah And I mean it's crazy all of these people left me in the dust I had to learn how to be alone yeah, you know I had to adjust And it was just you and I, you went up and left and I swear nothing was discussed And, I used to ball like Anthony Bennett, now I do not ball like no bust, huh I swear this music is for me I'm gonna keep rhyming like if I am Busta I should've listened to the signs they all just told me please do not trust her And she treated me like a joke, yeah she treated me like I was her jester Well lately been thinking bout millions Been a champ, Venus Williams Want a house with a pavilion You grew on me just like a minion I do not care bout opinions But if I'm talking, you better listen I get the money and they start the hissing Get to the top and that is my mission I don't know what I am missing I get better by the minute And Im like oh I don't know when it'll be my time to go My life has just been moving so fast I need to go and hit slow mo Now I'm moving by myself yeah I'm solo These demons have been getting loud I felt so low I block them out cuz I'm worried bout my own goals With my lyrics I been making art like Van Gogh Classified as an adult but honestly not ready The demons that I battle everyday it gets messy I'm 18 but don't feel like I deserve the confetti All the love that I receive I feel like I don't deserve any There's times I sit on my bed Think of the tears that I shed Words echoing in my head My past decisions I dread Think of my life ahead now I learned how to walk through life now learning from my past mistakes I learned how to point out the people who will just paper chase I only want people by my side that will motivate And understand that this music is my only escape I'm tired of thinking I can cover up my problems with Bape 18 years old and honestly I am so afraid So many things I don't know and its just hard to explain God has my death scheduled now for any day I learned how to smile if I don't feel like it anyway Well now I drive my own life I don't need no valet They said they wouldn't do it again but then their actions replay So when I'm talking to a person and I hear I promise I just wanna say