Broken Promises (feat. Jo Seph)

No promises We spoke them we broke them And now they're all broken I remember I felt like I was the chosen But I had to notice With you in my life my heart kept provoking We used to feel great emotions But started making promises and lost that devotion Now in my sorrow I'm rolling All cuz you didn't want to go through the motions Because of you I just don't think the same I think every girl I talk to is gonna drive me insane And most of the time when I was with you all I ever felt was pain I was just the player inside of your little game Yeah you was the controller And my heart was feeling polar But you promised you would make my heart shine just like solar When you became mine at first I felt lucky no four leaf clover But my smile went away like if we started playing poker All we ever was made out of was broken promises You'd get mad at me and then you would start to get real ominous Man all these promises starting to sound real monotonous I swear I heard these before man these girls getting synonymous I've heard the same promises before And now they're all up in the dust Felt like every promise has started a war So when I hear a promise I wanna say Shush No promises We spoke them we broke them And now they're all broken I remember I felt like I was the chosen But I had to notice With you in my life my heart kept provoking We used to feel great emotions But started making promises and lost that devotion Now in my sorrow I'm rolling All cuz you didn't want to go through the motions Broken promises are all that I earned Because I give love and they give hate in return I repeat old tragedies, when will I learn I been shutting down my mind, time to use my own words I been so afraid to commit Joseph what do you mean I been hurt badly and my heart still stings I was scared of giving love and all that brings Because my heart's an instrument and she pulled on the strings Love has been a fairy tale that I been chasing You're another demon in my mind that I been facing Your love is just a drug that you been laced in So when I take another breath I feel so complacent We like to argue everyday, but always make up at night This stress is like a bomb and it's about to ignite You're hurting my mental health with every fight My depression hits new lows, my anxiety hits new heights I can't keep on lying, you know I'm not fine Because you're another book with too many crooked lines I'm so good at observations and picking up your signs But when I look in your eyes my heart turns blind But I'm tired of the games and the lack of respect I'm tired of your voice thinking you're always correct You once had me by the throat while clawing my neck You're no longer in my life cuz my heart is dead