Days Like This

You know, change is something that happens in an instant, some of us don't get the choice to adapt to it Keep pushing forward y'all Let's keep it simple and visualize what I'm making with blessings, I'm losing my mind every time I come to my senses, Cause life never gave me lemons, just a map to the seeds Now I'm harvesting myself an overdose on the drink I was under impression, I couldn't talk to a shrink about the demons in my head one thought controls what they think I confronted them one by one and gave each of them reasons that they should join me this evening for a dinner that I completed I've called it Last Supper and that's the word of a heathen I'm a man of my word in my hand a burden this evening Worth more than two in a bush I think that I'm overachieving At the top of my grieving, I move it out of my way Metaphorical spade, I'll throw a stone in a glass race Passing up second, you think I'm worse with the pace Cause the early one gets the worm, I'm still first when I'm late I got no need to return, I listen to hertz when I break And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured, intended for light levers The switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter, it might end up poorly written And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured, intended for light levers The switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter, it might end up poorly written Reminiscing about my life in the playground, I see a microphone My mind goes on a journey every time I'm in the studio Never defeated the demon inside of my mind, I'm about to lose it though Inevitably I would never believe that I wasn't a part of a voodoo clone Pouring out my soul while I'm writing the verse I'm spitting In spite of all of the hidden remarks I heard from the ditches Ditch your pessimistic vision tell me what you're giving Only L I ever took was the limit from the incision In my back that left the doctor in an awkward position Now the old me's dead and gone and the new me is in revision PTSD got me tripping, I don't trust no one that's living Look at my mistakes and then I'll learn from my decisions Deciding in the end my beginning was a collision Colliding the left and right of my mind to free from religion Religiously explicit, I swear to God I'm about to pigeon So why would you kill the messenger or even burn the bridge in And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured intended for light levers A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written Goin' days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured intended for light levers A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written Beaten and broken, kicked in the dirt, I ain't joking And now I'm back on my feet and I got receipts to prove the hoe shit Scars on my soul from the L I took but no we don't snitch Leave it to the streets one on one and we never roll switch Bringin' back the basics, the battle is in devotion You could call it a hobby, it's how I deal with emotion Pullin' out the blade in my back like it wasn't broken I'm inspectin' the edge like if I jump my time might be frozen Never say never unless you're never givin' up I done been to the bottom of every bottomless cup And I done copped a couple bottles and then popped them with luck Like if I gotta change my past I might not change it enough But now I'm back on my path, the sight in my range is bright as f*ck A diamond in the rough, I feel the pressure when I'm stuck Now I hold myself higher to a standard that can't be judged Like gold, oil, drugs, we'll win the war by givin' love And it's days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured, intended for light levers A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written Goin' days like this that I just wanna be remembered forever That's life measured, intended for light levers A switch in the night pressured like the 5th of December If I chose to write a letter it might end up poorly written