Enter the Matrix

If you've ever been abused mentally physically emotionally spiritually I hope you relate to this Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceive when I'm making a phase shift Taking my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racist Never to see with a fuckin' statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceive when I'm making a phase shift Taking my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racist Never to see with a fuckin statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement Statements of Anger That's all they want I'm in danger On a broken protractor like when my dad whooped my ass for 7 years straight without a retainer no remorse Just incepted everyday to make up a simpler story I fell down some stairs and maybe they wouldn't report me I was 8 years old when I got a blaze my first 40 By the time I was 9 I would smoke a dime in a session I ain't lookin' for glory I'm just here answering questions You could guess when I was 10 I wasn't lookin' at my reflection The bruises and black eyes could not have been through affection And when I turned 11 all I wanted was the heaven sent Never defeated the demon inside of my mind but rose the benefit Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift Takin' my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racists Never to see with a fuckin' statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift Takin' my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racists Never to see with a fuckin' statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasing my dream but I ran out of pavement One more year passed before the universe answered hope It's only for the hopeless apparently gettin' choked I was 12 years old and both my parents were into dope My father would sell her the shit my mother would smoke I'm lookin' at the facts it's no wonder I like the coke My father passed away and my life went in intervals Gaps in my memories it's a life that I chose A decade plus 3 years in the makin' I wasn't fakin' I was lookin' at the past like I'm standin' under the pavement A solid foundation for me to build on creation Fight or flight attitude when I'm standin' complacent So you know I'm never runnin' adjacent to a replacement You could add in another 365 days since You wouldn't expect that I would be in this mental state bitch Relating to everybody on earth with a hope We would've never completed the dream if we would have ever gave into the scope Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceive when I'm makin' a phase shift Takin' my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racist Never to see with a fuckin statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasin' my dream but I ran out of pavement Steppin' inside of my mind You would never believe what I locked in the basement What I conceived when I'm makin' a phase shift takin' my time when I enter the matrix Anamorph like racist never to see with a fuckin' statement Takin' em back to the basics I'm chasin' my dream but I ran out of pavement