Spontaneous Combustion Shouldn't End

She left to see her boyfriend on the 3:15 She didn't have an inkling she was leaving me While she was speeding home inside her train in vain I was speeding to my unknown pain It was only the beginning of a long, long time How I'd stand the waiting in this long, long rhyme Is imagination just the space between two lines And if I read between us are we different kinds Imagination screwed me I'm deceived again Reality's not what could be or could have been Don't forget me even when you know should When you get my message it won't do you no good Should I be sorry that I took a risk Spontaneous combustion shouldn't end up like this So I can never be sorry that I took a risk Spontaneous combustion I won't end up like this I can't tell anyone that I know I can't tell the girl who should be the first to know I can't stop thinking about her even now My heart keeps breaking But still comes back somehow (Ah, yeh) You don't know you cause the breakage in my heart Pretending I don't know you I can't play my part Why did it not seem difficult before Now you will have to even up the score (Once more!) Even when it's hard just to be on this earth I try to find some value but what is pain worth