Broken Pt.1

4 a.m., I can't sleep I ain't doing well Has been months I don't talk to some nigga who I know I ain't doing well Shit happens, for real I ain't feeling well I shouldn't feel the pain if I'm numb Issa living hell I feel like I'm dead Maybe I'm dead Why am I not dead yet? I can't handle shit anymore I wish I was dead I feel like puncturing places ion show I always got jeans and Nike on I roam over places ion know I got issues ion show Need the lean I'm off them drugs OD, OD Ion give a f*ck Ion feel my body I'm tripping I can't feel no shit, oh shit And my lungs hurt I'll never give up i promise I give up I'm sorry I'm fucking stupid I'm worthless