A Piece of Lovely Cake

I wish we came a long way on this path that we walked I wished it lasted longer all those nights that we talked When I told you about my dreams and the us that we could be I believe memories fade but this was written in ink And now I close eyes, I'm reliving all those moments Try to crack a smile I'm in a whirlwind of torment Didn't have a lot of time before we had to say goodbye Every beginning has an end I guess forever is a lie You said the words! And had me feeling like a lost soul Had my mind blown, I start to think you were a cut-throat River in my eyes and I was hoping it would not flow Feel the fire burn within, my heart begins to rot slow We could have moved past, you were scared of the unknown How do I get used to not being the wind to your trombone Get used to my arms not being a place that you could call home Pain used to live far, it's just painful that we got close Woah! I can't give you all the things you want from me You'll stay in my memories I've got so much love to give But my heart just ain't beating no more No more Mage Starting to lose sleep, see the rings around my eyes All the voices in my head they come alive around the night I heard them say this world is not my home, I thought they were right So I drown myself in Redbull, give me wings so I can fly Peter pan! Take me to a place where I would never land There's War within my soul got me feeling like a veteran He passed the Mary Jane and she held me with her severed hands Silenced all the voices, now I'm living in a higher land Back to reality, everything I suppressed They hid around corners of my mind they never left Now I'm fighting all the demons I created by my self And sadly it was all because I tripped and I fell Love is a battlefield, I was standing on that frontline Tried to make my way through I got caught up in that crossfire How did my fairytale, start to seem like a satire I've almost lost my drive, but I'm moving with these flat tires I can't give you all the things you want from me You'll stay in my memories I've got so much love to give But my heart just ain't beating no more No more Eh Eh Eh Mm