Beautiful Accident

The drugs are never good enough, the sex is okay She says Only so much in this town I can take She says I need some feeling I need to wake up She says I need a way out of this place So maybe one day I can break away and grab my backpack Run to the train And tell myself that I'll never look back She doesn't Know where I'm going But I know I need to go Cause if I stay in this town, I'll be a rerun of an episode But 'til then I can't quit my job Still in the parking lot During break, smoking pot Crossing X's on the dates till the day I escape this place And my fate that comes if I stay Cause the days go by and these weekends fly In her small town life she came to find That you eat, sleep, drink, work repeat 'til you die And everyone in this town tells her that's life We want no ceilings But can't see beyond ourselves She gets my meaning Each time she's put on shelves We can't afford our feelings Life is short And time is wealth Yeah time is wealth Time passes Passing passion Scared to stare in the mirror and finally defined what had happened Vices and crashin' Vicious cycles attract those stagnant and passive Realizing lies lie in like-minded minds for fine fashion Planned ignorance What's your form of addiction Distorted vision Born in a system that assists internal resistance Dominated by other opinions, bad schisms and isms A crafted status to capture better living defined by the lack of or need of fixin' She's after what's fleeting While breaking up healing's pace I don't know why, I don't know why We've mastered treaties Only made for treason's sake I don't know why, I don't know why We can't afford those feelings We for no reason fake Or no reason fade For no reason fade For no reason fade I don't know why You don't know why You're calling me I don't know why We're wasting our time And losing sleep I don't know why You don't know why You're calling me I don't know why We're wasting our time In losing